Thursday, May 26, 2011

Rendezvous with desire


My desire is sitting in front of me
Bare chest bare body
It tempts me all the time
I look at it with smile on my face right now
As just before a while my quench was satisfied

My desire is preachy
It loves me a lot and is detached
What do I want in life
What do I believe in? I ask myself,
And the music goes on-
Floyd plays this time.

Imagine, letting it go
Moving ahead
Letting myself go and see the new trends
What am I feeling now
Nothingness or happiness?
I am stoned without the dope
Ahh such a blank it is
The perfect void
Feeling less-
Its not being numb,
Its not being sad,
Its not being lost,
Its simply being.....
perhaps in truest sense.

And the Floyd shines on the diamond
And I see desire fighting the talk
It still sits with a body so tempting
And my inner evil sits quiet
As its satisfied and now I plan to cheat
To leave it while its sleeping
And slip quietly into oblivion

What do I believe in?
And I laugh
I laugh aloud without moving my lips
My eyes are closed and what I hear is…………….

Me…………………………………….

Saturday, May 21, 2011

the unplanned trantition


Waiting for moments
Life was passing by
Thirsty was the time
And when they arrived
Need of novelty arised.

Quench of unseen, unfelt
Or may be the forced decision
To go on, walk ahead
The purpose got focused
Past Ego and anger nullified